So... My sister, Erik and the kids are away in Florida... which is wonderful for them, but totally
weird for me! I'm so used to always having them here... always being able to see Kaleb & Ella whenever I want. So, not having that luxury this week has sort of been an "eye opener" for me. I'm coming to the realization that I'm going to be away from them for 3 whole weeks & I have no idea how I'm going to make it through. I miss them SO much now and it's not even been a full week yet! Right now I just keep telling myself that I have a month to figure out how I'm gonna deal. But no matter how hard I try I still can't convince myself that it's going to be
OK. I know this is going to be an amazing trip & I know that I'm going to survive, but I'm still so afraid of the time I'm going to miss with them. (now, that being said, I'm not even gonna start to type about the meltdown I'm having inside about leaving Andrew for 3 weeks...)
Now that I got that out of the way... I'm hoping to participate in some online "challenges" that have been posted. My friend
Beth has a challenge posted over
here. I'm going to try really really hard to complete this challenge this week! And one more, I'm going to try to complete a layout based on this
challenge.
My first step to completing these challenges was to take a few pictures... so I shot a couple self portraits. It's been a while since I've taken any pictures of myself and I thought the "today" challenge would be the perfect reason to take a couple. They aren't perfect, but self portraits never really are (at least for me). Here's a look at a few that I played with in photoshop...


these three were the "best" ones... if you can call them that. I'm not a big fan of myself in pictures, but they'll do!
I hope to post the we spy challenge soon!